"Stupid guy didn't know what consent is," I tell him. "Stupid guy didn't want to use a condom," he replies, "and yours?" He spots me and signals for me to come with him. I mean, how many rooms does this place have? Don't people get lost looking for the kitchen? Sam looks murderous. I know that I should probably be worried about why he stomped out of that room but I'm more preoccupied with the thought of frivolous of the older generation who grew up in poverty when they make money. I see Sam stomp out of a room and slam the door in some guys face. How much respect does he have if he so brutishly hooks up with another girl in front of her? Maybe I should tell her that he's not worth her time.but she'd just resent me more, who am I to her anyway? Skylar's probably aware of it and uses it to his advantage. The left-overs of the group don't really notice me except the girl who glares at me. I walk down the hall and notice that most of Sam's group have already left except the girl that I had a little tiff with earlier. I suppose I need to give Sam a new definition of fun and adventure. Drinking alcohol and partying is only fun before you're sober and realize what a waste of time this is. Whatever, it's about time to found Sam and got out of here. My knee instinctively rises to his crotch and he lets out a morbid groan. "You can't be serious," he growls in what he must think is a sexy voice, his hand gropes my boob and squeezes. So I'm going to give Skylar the benefit of the doubt that he's not one of those assholes that force their will on others. Previously I would have said something like " I'm on my period" but I hate having to lie to get someone to not do something. "I don't want to have sex with you," I tell him bluntly. As nice as the tinge of being beer tipsy feels it's not enough to reinforce a probably bad decision. Well I better not make a decision as inebriated as I am. On one hand I have been feeling rather "sparkly" lately and using Handy Andy hasn't really been satisfying, but that doesn't mean that because he's a good kisser he's a good lover. I'm aware of his hands starting to move to my pants and I contemplate whether I really want to give him access. I guess this is when I'm friendliest and the most carefree, when the part of me that wants to connect with everyone without fear of being judged and hurt.I'm also vaguely aware that tomorrow I'll be kicking myself in the butt for my behavior.but dang Skylar's lips are soft and it's the best kiss I've had in a long time.
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